a/n: OK after the shocker of last week a slightly calmer chapter for you.
Thank you to Hellkitty for beta reading for me!
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cycle = 1 hour
'thoughts'
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SG Cybertron
Ironhide shifted impatiently beside his master and commander. His black frame glinting menacingly in the shimmering light of the space bridge vortex as it whirled into being.
“Hmphf took them long enough.” He grumbled deeply.
The dark blue helm of Prime tilted towards his body guard and weapons master. “Somewhere to be Ironhide?” His deep voice was low, inquisitive, curious. He knew Ironhide wouldn’t have dared to make plans without his approval, still it was amusing to poke the gruff warrior every once in a while.
Ironhide grunted and his body snapped to attention. “Of course not Prime, you know I know better than that.”
“Still, I also know how much you like teaching young Rodimus a lesson.”
“Youngling has it coming. He asks for it.” Ironhide retorted, the hint of a smirk crossing his lip components.
Optimus made a soft rumbling noise of agreement, an orbital ridge arched in vague amusement. “Probably not THAT often Ironhide.”
Ironhide puffed out his chest. “Someone’s got to keep the young uns’ in their place. You know he’ll only come gunnin’ for ya if I weren’t around.”
At the bold statement Optimus smiled. Ironhide was one of only a handful of mechs allowed to speak to him in such a manner. He had earned that right, through stellar cycles of dedicated service by his side and his unquestioning, unwavering loyalty to Optimus’s cause.
Their attentions were once again drawn to the space bridge as it spat out its passengers forcefully onto the platform. Optimus’s face was immediately creased with a deep scowl as his SIC leapt up to his feet, his weapon drawn, his black normally pristine chassis, stained with bright pink energon.
“Help him.” He commanded softly.
Ironhide was gone in a flash. It always surprised Optimus how fast the bulky mech could move when he needed to. He approached the platform steadily his optics taking in every minute detail of his guests. Two of his mechs were restraining a golden Autobot that was putting up one hell of a fight. Ironhide had taken down one of the seekers, leaving the blue seeker to the other two guards. Optimus’s gaze landed and stayed with his SIC, his frame was bristling visibly in anger and in his clutches a mech that caused Optimus’s intakes to stall.
It couldn’t be. The black and white mech struggled valiantly in Prowl’s grip. His door wings flaring out behind him. Optimus could see it was no use, Prowl had too tight a grip on his throat. Prime looked the black and white mech up and down as he approached; he was the spitting image of his SIC. A fact which both fascinated and unnerved him. The black and white frame was distinctive, appealing even and that face. Optimus’s optics narrowed. While he looked exactly like his tactician, there was something else Optimus couldn’t quite put his finger on. Sanity perhaps? A concern for those in his team he noted, watching the ‘bots optics flit quickly over to the golden mech snarling in anger and then to the seekers being restrained by his men.
Optimus decided it was high time he made introductions. “Prowl.”
His SIC’s body visibly straightened, his door wings becoming rigid on his back. Keeping tight hold of his captive, he turned to face his leader. His helm inclined into a small bow of greeting and his free hand shoved the black and white mech to his knees, helped with a swift kick to the back of his legs.
“Prime, these are the visitors I informed you about.”
“Yes I can see that.” Optimus glanced over the platform. “Encountered some trouble I see.” He eyed the drying energon splattered over Prowl’s dark frame.
“Decepticons Sir and also mechs from wherever they…” He gave his captive a sharp jab in the back of his helm with the muzzle of his weapon. “Came from. Autobots Prime, from another world. I can only surmise at this point.”
Optimus held up a hand to silence his impassive officer. “Leave the theorizing to Perceptor. I want you to clean yourself up, once you have taken our… guests to my private office.”
Prowl’s optics widened in surprise. “Sir these are dangerous mechs, they should not be underestimated. Allow me to…”
“You have your orders Prowl; do not make me repeat myself.” Optimus spoke softly but the warning tone was undeniably present. It hung low in the air like a dead weight, waiting to crush Prowl if he dared to defy him.
Prowl bowed his helm sharply. “As you wish Prime.” He uttered tersely.
“Before you go.”
Prowl raised his optics questioningly.
“Introductions.”
Prowl nodded sharply and gestured to the mechs on the platform. They roughly gathered up their captives and forced them to kneel beside the black and white mech.
Ironhide kept his cannons trained on the prisoners as Prime approached. “I am Optimus Prime. From what Prowl has told me I believe you already know of me.”
He didn’t really expect a response; the most he got was a snarl from the blue seeker, prompting one of the guards to belt the back of his helm with the butt of his weapon.
“You will state your name and rank when asked. Failure to comply with my wishes will result in painfully slow off lining. I do hope I have made myself clear.”
He made his way over to the Decepticons first. “Name.”
The seeker glared up at him, red optics dark with fury. A guard slammed Starscream’s head to the floor before hauling him back up by his collar fairing to stare at Prime.
“Name and rank. Please.” Optimus relished that these Decepticons had more fight in them then their usual captives. They were clearly oblivious to the might of the Autobot army and the sheer arsenal of interrogation techniques at their disposal.
“Starscream, Decepticon Air Commander and SIC to the Decepticons.” Starscream replied with a snarl.
“Interesting.” Optimus replied quietly. “Name.”
Thundercracker refused to look at him and merely stated his name with disinterest in the Autobot standing before him, resulting in another strike to his head.
Sunstreaker stared up at the twisted vision of his leader. His deep purple chassis horribly scarred and mauled by countless battles. Where the Optimus he knew and would follow without so much as a question, this Prime struck a cord of terrible unease within him. It was the way he stared through him with those cold blue optics. No trace of the Prime he knew.
“Name and rank Autobot.”
“Sunstreaker, gunner, soldier. Your worst nightmare.” He growled threateningly. Despite any misgivings he was not going to submit to these Autobots any longer.
Optimus actually chuckled at the ‘bot’s defiant reply, holding his hand out to stop the punishment from the guard stood behind the knelt mech. “That remains to be seen my friend.” He moved finally to Prowl’s captive. The mech’s eerily familiar face was impassive, unemotional, his optics hard as he watched him approach.
“Name and rank.”
“You need to ask?”
“I would like to hear you say it.”
“Designation is Prowl, head tactician and SIC to the Autobots.”
“Very, very interesting.” Optimus smiled darkly behind his face mask. “Well Prowl.” He moved forward and much to his own SIC’s disapproval he gently lifted the black and white mech to his feet, gesturing for the guards do the same with the others.
“You are going to be my guests for the foreseeable future.” He leaned in close to Prowl, prompting him to flinch subtly at the invasion of his personal space.
Prowl could feel his alter ego prominently bristling with ire behind him as Optimus moved in closer. He frowned, his processor bringing up the possibility that there was potentially something more going on between his counterpart and Prime. He tensed as Optimus leaned into his audio.
“I am very much looking forward to getting to know you Prowl.”
Despite the shivers of unease and discomfort rippling through his circuits, Prowl managed to maintain his composure. “I assure you the feeling is not mutual.” He spoke sternly, unable to keep the faint rasp of repressed emotion from his vocaliser.
Optimus drew back and gave a short laugh. “So much like Prowl and yet so very different.” He chuckled; turning on his heel without another word he led them from the platform to the waiting transport below.
****
They were taken through the large palace at the centre of Iacon. Mechs stared at them as they passed. Nobody dared to approach as Prowl escorted them to Prime’s personal office. He opened the door and directed them inside.
A clawed hand grabbed Prowl’s arm, roughly pulling him flush against his counterpart. “I know you tried to poison Jazz against me.” His voice was hushed dangerous and Prowl had no choice but to listen. “You failed, but as punishment for your arrogance I took from you the Jazz you know.” He leaned in with a soft sneer of satisfaction. “His death is on your hands Prowl.” He ran a sharp finger down Prowl’s faceplates, tracing the line of his clenched jaw. “And I’m not going to let you forget it.”
Prowl felt a growl erupt from his chest. He wanted nothing more than to rip out the dark mech’s spark at that moment. Prowl caught his wrist as he lunged for him viciously, his rage and despair taking over any sense of logic he had left. The black and white mech found himself pinned up against the door, the blade still stained with Jazz’s energon pressed against his throat.
The black and chrome mech dipped his head towards Prowl’s audio and whispered. “Your fault Prowl. He’s dead because of you.” He let out a short, cold laugh. “Did I tell you how delightful it was to hear him scream?”
The dark mech drew back sneering at the soft sob of anguish escaping Prowl’s vocaliser. He gestured to the guards, who shoved Prowl into the large room.
“Make sure they stay there, no one is to enter this room other than Prime or myself.” He commanded before taking his leave, already cursing his leader’s wishes to speak with the prisoners alone.
****
Prowl stood to one side, tense and agitated. Prime’s SIC had left them a couple of cycles ago, in the spacious office with a couple of guards, before he had disappeared with a non too pleased scowl on his face plates. He had promised his return.
Prowl growled as he thought about his alter ego, his frame shuddered subtly with restrained pent up rage. His cortex replaying the image of Prowl’s blade erupting from Jazz’s chest. He shuttered his optics, Jazz’s screams of agony still echoing in his audio. Bristling with anger Prowl swore to himself, to Primus that his counterpart was going to pay for Jazz’s death. He was going to pay dearly.
Sunstreaker watched his SIC discreetly. The black and white mech was standing apart from them, his wings unmoving, his optics cold, staring. Sunstreaker knew that his current demeanor had nothing to do with being held prisoner and everything to do with Jazz. Dropping his gaze, he debated going over to Prowl, trying to comfort him the way Prowl had done for him when they’d watched Mirage get torn to shreds.
He shook his helm; the sheer fury radiating from Prowl’s frame was enough to keep even him at bay. He had never seen the tactician looking so angry. Despite the odd raised voice or irritated command, he had never seen Prowl really lose his temper. Not once. No matter how hard he and his brother had tried to rile him. Sunstreaker knew that Prowl wasn’t really dealing with Jazz’s death right now, he was too angry. He hoped that he would be given a chance to be alone with Prowl later. He needed to help Prowl relieve some of the pain and anger clearly building inside of him, before it exploded and got them all slagged.
Starscream however had other ideas.
“You need to use it.”
Prowl’s optics snapped up to the seeker. “What?”
“The pain and the anger.”
Prowl looked away sharply, not wanting to address the overwhelming ache he felt in his chest. Jazz had died mere inches from his grasp; he’d died trying to save them. Prowl wasn’t angry, he was furious. He wanted to kill THAT Prowl with his bare hands if possible and he was angry at Jazz for reasons he couldn’t fathom.
“I’m fine.” He uttered finally.
“I didn’t ask.” Starscream replied coolly. “If you don’t use it, it will consume you.”
Prowl was becoming impatient, irritated, he did not want to talk about this right now, to anyone. Least of all a Decepticon. “I’m sure you know all about it.” He retorted harshly.
Starscream blinked at him in surprise, unused to such a cold tone from his forced ally. “Yes. I do Autobot.” He responded quietly, holding Prowl’s glare with steady optics. “Do not presume that you know me, just because we have to cooperate.” He pulled himself to his full height, towering over the tactician. “I have no interest in how you deal with your grief, just as long as your current level of reckless fury doesn’t threaten our survival.”
Prowl flinched beneath Starscream’s harsh yet honest words. He was right; he had to regain some control before he did something he would undoubtedly regret. He dropped his gaze forcibly burying his anger, leaving only the cold ache of grief behind. He couldn’t decide which was worse.
Starscream couldn’t help but smirk at the Autobot’s sudden submission. Not quite what he’d expected from the Prowl he’d come to know. ‘That Autobot’s death has affected him more than I’d realized. Someone close perhaps?’ He thought to himself absently, studying Prowl’s now slumped, dejected stance.
“I did not tell you to become weak Prowl.”
Prowl glared at him once more as Starscream leaned forward, lowering his voice.
“I told you to use it, use the rage to fuel your survival. As a true warrior should.”
Prowl frowned. “I am no warrior Starscream.” His helm bowed, his vocals filled with regret. “If I was then I could have saved him. Done something.”
“Doubtful.” Starscream sighed; he was not one for pandering to the melancholy of others. Grabbing Prowl’s arm he roughly jerked the slightly stunned Autobot close, forcing him to look at him.
“This is no place for your grief. Or this self deprecation. He is dead. There is nothing you could have done.” He hissed firmly, ensuring that he had Prowl’s complete attention, confirmed by the faint hitch of the Autobot’s air intakes as he held him tightly by the arm.
“We must survive, if only to defend our world from these disgusting Autobots. You will not survive if you continue to wallow in your misery. A true warrior will give his spark to save those who follow him, those who trust him. You put yourself through agony at the hands of Prowl, rather than relinquish your Autobot secrets. You are a warrior. Act like one. Use the anger.” He snarled baring his denta. “Use. It.”
Having noticed the seemingly heated discussion Sunstreaker had made a move towards them only to be stopped by a light grasp of his shoulder. Glancing up at the blue seeker he caught the slight twitch of his helm urging him to hold back. To trust him.
Starscream released Prowl, who stumbled back a couple of steps before regaining his composure. Tense silence flowed between them as blue optics studied red, Prowl was more than a little astonished by the nobility lacing Starscream’s words. He was a mech who cared about those who followed him. From their numerous encounters on the battle field, nobility and self sacrifice had not been one of the first things to jump to Prowl’s processor when he’d thought of the seeker.
Prowl straightened and clasped his hands behind his back, his doorwings flicking out once as he fought to ignore the throbbing pain of loss in his spark. Shuttering his optics and taking the seeker’s sage advice, Prowl focused on channeling his anger, he would get them home, Jazz’s death wouldn’t be in vain, then and only then would he have plenty of time to grieve.
His optics snapped open and he frowned at the jet indignantly. “I do not wallow.”
Starscream could only quirk an optic ridge at the dry, faintly insulted tone. “Of course not.” He turned back towards his trine mate.
“Starscream…”
He glanced over his wing.
Prowl held his gaze. “I thought you didn’t care.”
Starscream waved it off dismissively and huffed. “Don’t delude yourself Autobot, we are still enemies and in the heat of battle I would not hesitate to off line such a threat to my inevitable victory.
Prowl pursed his lip components. “I’m flattered.”
“You should be.”
****
SG Earth
Flashes of memory assaulted his cortex, his processor ached. He could hear screaming, distant faint like a memory. A name being called out again and again. A name he recognised, his name. He was there, why did they keep shouting him? His cortex flared to a brilliant white as agony pierced every sensor in his body then faded away to nothing.
The mech groaned and on lined his optics, only to be greeted by dark surroundings. Light flickered into his vision, shadows moving to the side of him. He tried to move resulting in a harsh gasp as pain and shock seared his armour. A firm pressure rested on his chest, pushing him back down gently.
“Try not to move.” Came the soft, concerned voice. “You need to rest.”
He moved his head, unable to focus on the blurry shadow above him. He could barely see and his processor fired scenarios at him wildly. He grimaced in panic, strong hands gripping his shoulders, holding him down. He tried to cry out for help, for something, someone, a name. He didn’t want to be trapped here.
“Prooowwl!!” He screamed as loud as he could. It was the only name that came to him, it was safe he knew that much. Why wasn’t he there? Why had he been abandoned?
A sharp pain stabbed his neck and he thrashed in the strong hold before a dull blissful weight began to settle over his processor. He fell limp, his limbs too heavy to move, letting out a strangled whimper he fell into complete darkness once more. A gentle voice urging him to rest.
****
Optimus glanced up at First Aid. “Is it bad?”
“He is suffering delusions, flashbacks; his spark is damaged, erratic.” The young medic shook his head. “It’s too soon to say Prime. I need to get him to Ratchet.”
“That’s not an option we have at the moment.”
First Aid sighed and turned back to his patient. “Then unless they agree to help us I don’t know what…”
Optimus rested a hand on the medic’s shoulder. “Do what you can. You’ve kept him alive this long, he has a strong spark.” He stood taking in a deep intake of air. “I will speak to the Decepticons again. Maybe there’s some way they can help.”
“Do you really think they’ll want to help us?” First Aid peered up at his leader. His spark heavy.
“We have to try.”
****