by Pepie » Mon Mar 20, 2006 8:44 am
this threads brought tears in my eyes, seriously !
Thanks everybody for understanding. Posting my complete and personal email to TFM in public was afterwards the best what could be done.
For my part, anyway.
Sorry for all the fuss and all for the past weeks, I too had to settle down with the idea of dropping my commitment to transtopia.. which felt hard like anyone could imagine.
I allways adored TFM's creations, mosty found his pics over at unicron.com
Just look at this mans talent, its just unbelievable. At that time I was too afraid to even point a screwdriver at one bot so to speak.. and this guy just made his own.. ah well there where more in that time with fame tho.. but not with the skill imo as TFM's.
Once he got his own domain as a present from his wife I visited that site each and every day and hope to see some progress of his current projects.
Yet the site was flawed and messy so I dropped him a line and we chatted around with ideas.. (mind: we never spoke to each one before k), I knew his work and who the hell was I ?
Anyhoo, Transtopia launched with a lot off fuss, we put on the forum to pull in a community and things started rolling.
The board grew with the amount of visits and customs, each month.
Regular members popped up each day and became to know each other more and more, not only related to our common hobby.
transtopia 1.0 was good, but has some mayor flaw, it took too many time to make a gallery and it ate too many bandwith.
Version 2 was under contruction and came live allmost half a year after we opened and we're still using it.
Between then and now a lot has been happened to all of your lives and myselfs, progress in life.. or for the worse.. life is allways on a roll.. left to right.. back and forth.
My life has changed dramatically last year, I got some serious issues and couldnt got to work anymore. From there it went down. Lost my house, money and eventually my fiancee.
Reading across this outlets of some of you I cant say Ive had it bad.. some of you have had a tough life as long as they remember yet they still fight and live. I truly respect that.
I kinda did that too, yet my probs wherent as high as yours. Moved in with my parents again, took my time and found a new adoring woman.
Last issue was my job, which was solved a long month ago.
I can truly say I am gratefull with everything what happened, yet like I allready said it has its issues.. and that is free time for TT.
Thats when I had to pull the plug. Im still here, will pop up every now and then but cant contribute to whatever time straining things.
For that i apologize to each of you and in special to TFmaster and, my friend who Ive never met yet close to my heart.
Not thanking devastator and Jaf for all their involvement and good things is like an insult, both of you are awesome people.
What i do now is devastator wants to take over my candle and I know he can do it, he will learn and get your help. Yes, you.. the community who has grown to each other right here.
You guys are great, yes there are certain retards in here (j/k) as well as dead serious people. Einsteins of plastic, in any case. I salute you all.