The Energon Pub

News Credits: 6 · by **BeastProwl** » Sun Oct 14, 2012 2:11 pm

I walked in to wake my mom up this morning, and found her there, dead.

I'm leaving. I don't know when i'll be back. Just know that i'll be around. I just don't know what to do now. This sort of thing has never happened to me before. I've never felt so numb and depressed. It feels like a part of me is gone, but I can't believe it. I just cant believe it.

News Credits: 22 · by **Rodimus Prime** » Sun Oct 14, 2012 2:14 pm

Seriously?! I'm really sorry to hear that! I hope you have some support from family and friends...

News Credits: 6188 · by **Va'al** » Sun Oct 14, 2012 2:26 pm

I was going to reply all snarky to the title, but then I read the post.

Really sorry to hear that, it has never happened to me either, and I wouldn't know what to do in a situation like it.

If you feel the need for help, don't underestimate counsellors (are they free in the US as they are for students in the UK?). Just don't do anything rash or too impulsive.

Take a break, and think about family for now.

News Credits: 226 · by **Burn** » Sun Oct 14, 2012 2:50 pm

Va'al wrote:I was going to reply all snarky to the title, but then I read the post.

Same.

Thing is, don't stay away too long. You've got a few mates on this site who will probably worry about you, plus you have people to talk through who have probably been through what you now have to deal with.

News Credits: 402 · by **Mkall** » Sun Oct 14, 2012 7:51 pm

Damn dude, I'm truly sorry. I hope you'll be ok. Take as much time as you need and don't be afraid to talk to people, be it counselors, friends, other family members, or just hit up some buddies here on the site.

Good Luck

Website · by **RK_Striker_JK_5** » Sun Oct 14, 2012 8:36 pm

My deepest condolences on this. Just... wow.

*Hugs* I'd recommend counseling, definitely.

News Credits: 2 · by **Shadowman** » Mon Oct 15, 2012 12:14 am

BeastProwl wrote:I walked in to wake my mom up this morning, and found her there, dead.

One of the few things in my adult life to make me genuinely gasp.

I hope you pull through, man.

News Credits: 1 · by **RhA** » Mon Oct 15, 2012 1:15 am

Wow! Well, be back as soon as you want to. I mean, who else is going to reply to EVERY thread?

No seriously, take your time. My condoleances, man.

by **d_sel1** » Mon Oct 15, 2012 1:49 am

Take care BeastProwl. Our prayers are with you.

News Credits: 1 · by **Wigglez** » Wed Oct 17, 2012 8:48 am

That sucks so bad. I went through the same thing with my dad. It'll take time but you'll get better. Just take your time, with EVERYTHING.

News Credits: 15 · by **PrymeStriker** » Wed Oct 17, 2012 9:56 am

Whoa. This thread took me by complete surprise. Sorry to hear that. Take as much time off as you need. :-(

by **SJ21** » Wed Oct 17, 2012 10:37 am

I'm sorry to hear about your loss. You know you have people here for support.

News Credits: 104 · by **Cyber Bishop** » Wed Oct 17, 2012 12:54 pm

Wow... I am somewhat speechless after reading this thread..... I am so sorry to hear of your loss man.. Just remember you have buds here if you need people to talk to.

by **FortMacs** » Thu Oct 18, 2012 1:13 am

Sorry to hear that.

May not seem like it now but the numbness and depression will pass in time. Just have to try your best to focus on the good when she was with you and that will help.

Ever need to vent ill listen. Unfortunatly ive been through similar situations far to many times.

by **Cobalt Prime** » Thu Oct 18, 2012 7:47 am

I am truly sorry for your loss.

My prayers are with you and your family.

News Credits: 6 · by **BeastProwl** » Thu Oct 18, 2012 10:03 pm

thank you, all of you. its been tough. my grandmother flew out the same day, and more family arrived so i could take her belongings with me in their car. we dont have internet out here in georgia yet, doing this from my phone. im glad to have support from so many people, on this site and everywere else. im surrounded by a loving family, so i dont need a counselor. ive accepted it, though im still numb.