by Drop Bear » Thu Mar 05, 2015 8:21 am
- Motto: "Well, I'll be a Cybertronic bolt-bat!"
- Weapon: Deflecto-Shield
Garrus-9 Central – Amphitheatre
Time ceases to be of consequence. As does place. As does normality.
The only thing that matters is destruction.
The only thing that matters is pain.
The only thing that matters is violence.
The only thing that matters is death.
The only thing that matters is killing everyone in sight.
It has been reborn again.
Reborn again. It. Reborn.
It has been reborn again.
* * *
Screaming. He can hear screaming. It's the first sound that penetrates his audio modules. High-pitched and saturated in agony, the tortured cries assault him from every angle, a verbal bombardment his senses cannot defend themselves against.
There are many, so many. They overlap each other, collide into each other, almost merging into one continuous noise, utterly raw, utterly hideous. He thinks he can recognise some of the screams, but it's hard to say given the amount and volume of them.
They ring in his cranial unit, echoing their dread, echoing their fear, echoing their hopelessness. It's an experience that leaves him startled and confused.
He doesn't know where he is, but he knows he is surrounded by screaming. By howling. By shrieking. He's wrapped in its embrace, trapped by it.
He hears nothing but these sounds. Clawing at him. Forcing him to listen.
Screaming. Screaming. Screaming. Screaming.
His confusion escalates, and he doesn't know where he is. He thinks, however, he can recognise some of the cries. He thinks he can.
On the tip of his glossa, the names are. He can identify who they are—some of them, at least. He's sure of it.
Screaming. Screaming. Screaming. Screaming.
They are derailing his train of thought, turning his concentration into a scattered mess. He... He isn't as confident now. But...
One sound rises above the cacophony of anguish, one particular howl that has neither stopped nor declined in severity. Its fury chills him to the core, making him rigid as a statue. It stands out, amid the variety of screams, as if aimed at him. Just for him.
It takes him a few moments to realise the scream is his.
And it's the worst of them all.
* * *
Vision comes next, snatching away the inky black curtain drawn across his optics. He feels anxiety well up inside of him. He has no desire to see, even though the world he views is blurred and flickers in and out of existence like a malfunctioning illumination strip blinking erratically in a dark room.
It is a world not meant to be seen, the sheer madness and fuelshed it consists of beyond comprehension. Here, and ever growing, sits a mound of shattered chassis parts, seeping vital fluids through the mazes of cracks and splits marring their lacerated pieces. There, as if placed on top of the mound like an obscene ornament, a cranial unit stares straight ahead, oral cavity agape, issuing a silent scream that barely justifies the torment it had to endure before its life was ended.
Here, the floor carpeted with more dead bodies and wreckage, making it impossible to traverse with freedom. There, vital fluids coating the ground, walls and ceiling as if buckets of the liquids filled to capacity have been hurled in every direction.
Here, wavering and licking their pockmarked surroundings, flames hiss and crackle, the result of weapons missing their target, panic betraying their aim. There, bathing in the orange glow of the fires are the wounded and dying, the former trying to crawl back to the safety of their comrades while the latter await a brutal conclusion.
Perhaps only the most vile creatures can revel in such carnage, and there is one such creature who can take pleasure in this. The problem, however, is that it's not enough. Not enough death has been delivered. Not enough devastation has been produced. There needs to be more. There needs to be more.
He can feel it: the dissatisfaction, the immense weight of resentment pressing on him fiercely. It's not enough. It's not nearly enough. It's never enough.
There needs to be more.
There needs to be more.
THERE NEEDS TO BE MORE.
He has no desire to witness it, even though the world he views is blurred and flickers in and out of existence like a malfunctioning illumination strip blinking erratically in a dark room. In that way, he is being spared by a great deal.
It is still not a world meant to be seen.
* * *
Then the voice. The voice. A single voice that repeats itself, repeats itself, repeats itself. It repeats itself, over and over again. Repeats certain words. It repeats them. Cycles through the same words. Repeats itself. Over and over again.
The voice frightens him. It possesses a low, ominous tone like the rumble of thunder on a distant horizon, a hunger suggesting an insatiable appetite, and a hatred blazing with the heat of a star going supernova.
Kill.
The word crams its invisible bulk into his mind, choking all other thoughts. The process of thinking—it changes, warps. It becomes singular, focused—
Kill.
Focused on one idea, and one idea only. There is no more space in his mind to consider—
Butcher.
Consider anything else. He has—
Crush.
He has great difficulty spreading his attention to different—
Maim.
Different matters.
Kill.
Different matters. He—
Destroy.
Is losing himself.
Kill.
Crush.
Different matters. No. The voice. Yes, the voice. Repeating itself, cycling through the same words, telling him what it craves. It's repeating—
Butcher.
He is losing himself. Truly, he is. Losing him. Himself.
Destroy.
He must—
Kill.
Maim.
Destroy.
Kill.
Maim.
Destroy.
* * *
He kills another one, crumpling the wretch in his massive grasp like a sheet of tin foil. Sparks shoot from widening fissures in his armour-plating, and a liberal release of vital fluids soon follow afterwards. The wretch's wailing is cut short by his demise.
He throws the broken body aside, his compulsion ordering him to kill, maim, destroy. There is more carnage to be had. Much more.
Attacking from afar, they keep their distance from him. It hardly matters. He goes to them. He goes to them, bringing them death.
He can't always account for the manner in which the wretches are slaughtered, only that they are.
One, two, three.
Crush.
Four, five, six.
Butcher.
Seven, eight, nine.
Destroy.
They die easily, no match for his size and power. He yearns for the wretches to step forward. This cowardice of ranged combat disgusts him. It reeks of inadequacy.
Die.
Die.
Die.
Die.
Die.
Die.
Die.
He aches to kill. The urge to slay transcends, reaching a height that drives him mad. He wants to be painted in their fluids. He wants to pull them to shreds and eat the pieces.
Kill.
Kill.
Kill.
Kill.
Kill.
Kill.
Kill.
* * *
With a jolt and a gasp, Wildfly's systems reactivated—or as he might have said in one of his “clever” moments: Booting online without an actual booting!—and the shade of golden amber that usually coloured his optics returned to brighten his otherwise dull peepers. Groaning as he lifted his cranial unit off the medical slab, Wildfly looked around, studying the room he couldn't quite remember entering.
Then it hit him. Then he remembered.
“Monstructor...” The word left his oral cavity a whisper, yet the weight of terror it carried hung heavy in the air.
Monstructor. They had combined, he and his brothers, combined into that forbidding entity after countless millennia. The memory of uniting and rampaging in the penitentiary evaded him; he could only recall fragments of what he'd done as part of Monstructor. But he could, to an extent, still see the devastation and hear the screams the beast had caused like they were side effects from having united.
Monstructor. Further side effects were the unconscious spells and dreams that plagued Wildfly after the beast had disengaged, separating into its individual components. They were short-lived but numerous. One klik, Wildfly could be walking and talking, talking and walking—the next face-plate down on the ground, his silence indicating a visit to Dream Land was in progress. Short-lived but numerous. He'd rather they not happened at all.
None of his fellow Monstercons knew about the dreams. They were something he held close—a secret he was too afraid to share with anyone. Perhaps his brothers had dreams themselves. Perhaps they did. Wildfly, however, didn't want to confide in them, concerned he'd be call weak for his weakness that would weaken his reputation as the funny guy.
Truth was, they troubled him. More than he was willing to admit.
Much like his memory did upon his arrival back to reality. It always took him a few moments to pick up on where he was, regardless of how many times he fell unconscious.
Where am I? Oh, I'm still here.
What's going on? Right, the same as last time.
No, seriously, where the Pit am I? Ah, I never left.
Wiggling about like a cyber-worm, Wildfly tested the restraints securing him to the medical slab. Tight, solid, inflexible: call it any of those, but the thing was he wasn't leaving. That was a huge problem, especially since Jhiaxus had been slicing and dicing Slog and doing bad stuff to him before Wildfly's conscious state had ditched him.
But now that Wildfly realised—thank you kindly unconsciousness that made his memory temporarily hazy—Jhiaxus's actuators and tools weren't embedded in Slog's torso or legs or optic sockets. Jhiaxus wasn't even near his team-mate. Seated in a chair that appeared an awful lot like a throne, the scientist's position was centred amongst the medical slabs that encompassed him, and elevated to a position that equipped him with an aerial view of the madhouse below.
Wildfly gazed around, searching for his team-mates. He knew Slog and Icepick were here, strapped to operating berths, but Scowl, Birdbrain and Bristleback remained elusive to his scrutiny of the amphitheatre. Scant amounts of lighting seeping from the glow of holoscreens and an assortment of other screens didn't aid Wildfly's search, the shadows they cast about the room obscuring the occupants.
A dreadful sensation coursed through Wildfly's chassis. He'd been liberated from his cell only to be transferred to another one. At least his original home had some space (though it was never a race, he could pace in that space just in case his sanity tried to vacate that place, his base—check it). This slab didn't go a long way when it came to that.
Lowering his cranial unit, Wildfly considered his options. Or lack of. Thinking wasn't a trait that graced him naturally, and not one that concerned him, if he was honest. But he wished it was currently.
He had no idea how to act or react, so he employed patience as best he could and waited for whatever to happen next.