Becoming a Grandmother is the ‘Spring’ to which I was referring too. — Though I was originally disappointed when I first learned. I mean, I was a young mother myself when I had Jewel. There's just so much personal/family shame and even embarrassment that I had to endure. I hurt my mother, and the boy that I thought loved me and really wanted to care for; be there for me, left in my 3rd month when I first discovered that I was pregnant! So, point being, ever since Jewel was old enough to understand the
'birds & the bees' I tried so hard to teach her about the virtues of staying pure and to not make the mistake that I had made because it was hard for me raising her alone by myself. When I found out she was going to have the baby, I guess I thought that I had failed somewhere to teach her enough.
Noah’s birth was like a ray of light everyone always like to describe and talk about. The one that comes in breaking through the dark and heavy gloom that’s been suffocating you right when you need it the very most to head you in the right direction.
Everyone for everything else, Thank you all again for understanding (putting up) with me until I could get my head back on my shoulders here.
Me, Grimlock! wrote:As far as I know, you never did anything to hurt anybody here...?
Not necessarily true. Is it wrong to ask if GP might still be around yet? Galvatron Prime. Guess not, eh? ...the bastard
*ha-giggle* He probably thinks I don’t ever think about him at all when the truth is that I do a lot. He caught me at such a bad,
bad, downer time in my life and I snapped off at him when I really shouldn’t have ever been on the web, period! I know I hurt his feelings a lot and I haven’t yet had the opportunity to really apologize for that.
Noah Joseph - 3/10/09
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