Leonardo wrote:Yes, I see what you mean. The thing is, I would never actually cheat on my girlfriend. I'm not unhappy with her or anything. Even if the situation arose I wouldn't stray. It's just that before, I never even thought about sex unless it was discussed in class at school or if I was actually there, in the moment, barenaked with a lady. Since about the end of last year, however, I can be just walking down the street or sitting on a train and I'll think, "My, my." That's never happened before.
As for bills, well...bills, bills, bills. They seem to dominate our lives at times, don't they? People say money isn't everything but oftentimes it certainly dictates what type of life we lead. Are you looking for work? Are there things that you could go for but don't out of preference? Sometimes we just have to swallow our pride and take whatever we can get. Then again, you might be someone who's willing to take anything but can't find a single thing.
As for the first part, who knows, maybe its a sign of getting older. A premidlife crisis perhaps?
In terms of work, yeah there are places that are hiring and whatnot, but the thing is, they arent offering me the same postion I once held, and/or the salary. I was an assistant manager for a photogrpay studio in my mall before I got promoted and transfered. 3 months later, they closed the store down, due to poor business, and I was laid off. Exactly one month later, they call me back to offer me an associates position ( bottom level) at a reduced pay in another mall. I said hell no, and here I am, unemployed. Half of me is willing to take whatever I can take, desparate times. The other half is telling me to hold out until something better comes along that can accomodate my college schedule and offer better pay. Unfortunately, time is not something I can afford, literally. Not to mention my restlessness, which is why I'm on so late and senioritis.
If I make it I think I'll go to the HES vocational university(Focuses on Economics) in Amsterdam.
